Eating alone

I would be lying if I said I never want to talk to you. 

I deleted the message thread; I refuse to yield to temptation. 

I want you to be one I tell about every little thing that I get excited about. 

I just fear that you might not share my level of enthusiasm, in fact you haven't. 

I can't say it doesn't hurt a little. 

I thought we were becoming the best of friends, something special. 

Maybe not. 

I still want to share the little big moments that I'm feeling now. 

But...

I won't...

I just can't face the disappointment of your lack luster response.