I can't remember ever not caring, even if it doesn't benefit me in anyway! I may find myself in a situation that I honestly want to get out of but I tend to stop and think about who I'm hurting and if it is the right decision. Yes I have declared that I only have one life therefore settling is out of the question! Now I don't know how to put the words together (and that must be a joke coming from me) but I'm literally at a loss for words. Ok....maybe just maybe I haven't finished thinking about it. I know me...now more than ever...so if I have to break a heart or two to get to happy I tearfully say.....I'm so sorry....
It must be disheartening to know I have had to heal from you that your betrayal is one of the reasons for the crisp clear obvious lines I now flaunt You must have suffered some disappointment by my loss of poor self-esteem because I had found the courage to become inconvenient for you You must have had some pondering days Because I was good to you and you knew I never deserved it But it was good for me that I was afflicted It was good that your big, bad, broad, petty back was turned when I truly needed you because I would still be hanging on to your coattails It was good for me that I was afflicted I had to fight my way through my own self-inflicted wounds to wind up in my healing alone I was overly confident about my position in your life I thought you were a day one even though you weren’t around since day one But had the feeling like a day one Maybe because I treated you like a day one and things that happen...
My life in a nutshell? I suppose? Well its my heart and I can tell you that this poem sums it up nicely for me. sometimes the words are so hard to come by. But this right here is it... :'( ♫♪
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