I'm here pleading with you. Praying for you to just happen. I understand there might be some unwanted conversation that is blocking your flow but please drown them out. I'm still reaching out to you. Eyes droopy and ready to fall. Ready to drift into dreams unknown. Take me away to the land where I fly over oceans and run with wild animals. I beg you. Show up. Show up.
The blackened sky promises more than just rain. The promise of complete destruction knocks on a frail, weathered door. Open door Close door Open door Half way Door falling of the hinges, fresh paint covering the mildew. Strange hands gripping the handle, almost loosening the last rusting screw. The blackened sky promises more than just rain. Syncing with the troubled wind, secretly hoping for the rain. Still The unknown, blackened sky promises more than just rain. Trust the wind, trust the promise of rain. Trust. Blue skies painted black with false hope and broken hearts. Misguided, falling for the promise of rain. Was it wrong to hope, for a little bit of rain?
It's all good and dandy when I'm smiling and being everybody's favorite friend. Let me fall off and then everything and whatever becomes an "issue". I remember when I was being strong; strength was failing but I hung on to that rope. The rope broke, I fell. I fell so deep, deeper than I've ever been. It took a while and so much work to get out. But, Apparently being down isn't cool when and I couldn't be there to listen; when I wasn't smiling and pretend that everything was ok with me. It's not cool when I shut down because I got were cold shoulders and abrupt responses when I needed a friend. Apparently, It's not cool and I become the villain because someone asked how I've been. Someone who didn't judge my absence and was genuinely concerned but that wasn't the problem. The problem was the I wasn't there to hear your whining because I was in too much pain. The pain you didn't see and pain you didn't care t...
Comments
Post a Comment