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Awake 


I stop 
I think 
I cry
I laugh
Mostly at myself 
Sometimes with myself 
I get that blank, confused look when I'm not sure. 
I'm hardly ever sure 
You confuse me
All the time 
Well, not all the time 
Only when you're silent 
When your sentences are short and meaningless
So, I confuse you? 
I guess we're confusing each other then. 
Sigh 
The battle of the mind and soul 
The hearts entwined face to face 
Is it real? 
Am I awake? 
Is this a silly game? 
Let it not be a prank. 
Doubts 
Silly doubts 
Why have you taken over my mind? 
I don't want to be the end of me 
I don't 
I don't.

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