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After thought....

The emotional attachments formed by unsupported expectations of happiness usually lead to rather unwelcoming feelings of doom. 
 When possible, avoid at all cost. From an inkling of suspiciousness to an overflow of confirmation of deceit, the “feelings” takes root. 
All the unanswered questions plague your very intuitive mind. 
Blowing a fuse is most definitely an option. However, will this change anything? Probably not; the main issue is that you’re not trained to blow any fuse of any kind. You were not created with the ability to emotionally respond to the choice that others make that negatively affect your Zen.  
Zen, I said Zen.  
So, due to the lack of the ability to emotionally respond, one will attempt to confront the ill-suspecting human about the “deceitful” dealings that have caused an emotional conundrum to take place where peace once dwelt.  
Shock, accompanied by possible rationalization of the actions performed, accompanied by a nonchalant attitude will most likely precede a possible, though not sincere apology.

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