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Vision

I'm not going to act as if I didn't see this coming. 
Perched on cloud nine with your lips whispering sweet nothings. 
The way your hand gripped my hips that night. 
Better to hold you with huh? 
When?
When was the last time you held me or cared to?
I saw this coming. 
I sure did.
I wrote dear mister new guy because... 
My mister new guys rarely ever get it and even for a second, I thought you did. 
We were syncing and damn did it feel good. 
I've been sad about it, no doubt. 
I wanted to call you about things I was excited about but then I realized you might not pick up. 
I thought about texting you too.
Unfortunately, instant messaging doesn't work for you. Maybe a telegram would. Do they still have that? 
I saw this coming. 
I wrote 50:50. 
I saw this coming. 
I definitely saw this coming. 

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