Emphatic eyes and a sympathetic heart looks through the window. Once in the room, the walls, flaming hot, burns. Charred and disfigured. No control. Nothing left to salvage. Scrambling for ash, searching. Left broken; fishing for the pieces of a heart, once whole. The redemption draweth nigh, the victory looming in a distance. The barren desert begs for an oasis; another day, another semi-sad day. The head is almost content but the rebellious heart stirs trouble.
It must be disheartening to know I have had to heal from you that your betrayal is one of the reasons for the crisp clear obvious lines I now flaunt You must have suffered some disappointment by my loss of poor self-esteem because I had found the courage to become inconvenient for you You must have had some pondering days Because I was good to you and you knew I never deserved it But it was good for me that I was afflicted It was good that your big, bad, broad, petty back was turned when I truly needed you because I would still be hanging on to your coattails It was good for me that I was afflicted I had to fight my way through my own self-inflicted wounds to wind up in my healing alone I was overly confident about my position in your life I thought you were a day one even though you weren’t around since day one But had the feeling like a day one Maybe because I treated you like a day one and things that happen...
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